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I've had enough, When my mom gets home on tuesday I'm going to get the hell out of the house and I'm going to find a way to get drunk, I've had enough of my sister and her shit. The evesdroping, lazy ass, moronic little brat is going to be the death of me, she seems to think she is the all powerful in this house, she needs to have her lazy ass kicked ten ways from sunday. I'm just going to smack her smart little mouth next time she says anything, I've had it.
Current Mood:
pissed off pissed off
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The Soundtrack of my Life
Opening credit: Breaking Benjamin - diary of jane
Waking up: White Zomie - More Human Than Human
Average day: NIN- Everyday
First date: Blessed Union of Souls - I believe
Falling in love: Live- I alone
Fight scene: Disturbed - Down with the Sickness
Breaking up: NIN&David Bowie - Hurt
Getting back together: Madonna - Sorry
Life's okay: Collide - The lunatics have taken over the Asylum
Mental breakdown: Three days grace - Pain
Driving: New order - True Faith
Flashback: Amanda Abizad - A place in Time
Partying: David Bowie - Golden Years
Happy dance: David Bowie- Dance Magic
Regretting:David Bowie - Heart's filty lesson
Long night alone: Avril Lavigne - Nobody's home
Death scene: Stonesour - Through the Glass
End credits: Massive Attack - Teardrop
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Watching my sister's house starting sunday, MOVIE TIME!!!
I dig it!
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I see a clinic full of cynics
Who want to twist the peoples' wrist
They're watching every move we make
We're all included on the list

The lunatics have taken over the asylum
The lunatics have taken over the asylum

No nuclear the cowboy told us
And who am i to disagree
'Cos when the madman flips the switch
The nuclear will go for me

The lunatics have taken over the asylum
The lunatics have taken over the asylum

I've seen the faces of starvation
But i just can not see the points
'Cos there's so much food here today
That no one wants to take away

The lunatics have taken over the asylum
take away my right to choose
take away my point of view
take away my dignity,
Take these things away from me
The lunatics have taken over the asylum
take away my family,
Take away the right to speak
The lunatics have taken over the asylum
take away my point of view,
Take away my right to choose
Current Mood:
mischievous mischievous
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Seems like this is a week of hell for most people, why Should I be different?

I was in my Intro to teaching class today and got a headache, not unusual really i get migraines all the time, but this one was very different. My nose started bleeding. I was terrified. I've been living with bad headaches for at least the last 8 or 9 years but I've never had a bloody nose at the same time, and it happened just as the pain got really bad. There I am, sitting in class eyes shut tight and suddenly something is dripping on my hand. I have to hand it to myself though, I waited til I was in the car on my way to my mother to panic. Went to the doctor, he said he didn't see anything to cause concern, just some irritation, no broken vessels or anything. Still he's sending me for a CATscan.
Yeah, kinda worried now, headaches I can deal with, but if the bloody noses are going to continue, then maybe they never were migraines, maybe they are something else.
We'll find out soon, won't we.
Current Mood:
anxious anxious
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OK, free reading day in my victorian lit class so I'm home now to read GE. On my way home I pass a cop car heading in the opposite direction, and not only was this cop not wearing a seatbelt, He was Talking on his CELL PHONE!! For the love of David Bowie's Sainted Area, What the hell! A cop, on a cell phone not in a seatbelt. Nice to know the rules apply to everyone.
Current Mood:
aggravated aggravated
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OK, the real update this time, with pictures. Some flood pictures, the place we stayed, and FROGGIE!

Vacation Fun...Collapse )

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Unpacking and such, watching labyrinth out of the corner of my eye.
Real update tomorrow! Got good pics of a flood!
Current Location:
Home sweet home, dank basement, same thing!
Current Mood:
content content
Current Music:
Dance magic or magic pants depending on how tired i am
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Going Away for a few days, be back on the third. My love to all!

Current Location:
Brian's house
Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
Magic Dance
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Maybe I'll sleep tomorrow.

I screamed myself awake today, no more sleep after that.

Not even this could snap me out of it, though it helps...

Current Mood:
drained drained
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