Here · I · am · in · silence, · it's · a · game · I · have · to · play...

every once in a while you hear a song that makes you go weak, maybe you think of someone special and cry or laugh. Or maybe you sit still and let the feeling take you over. Whatever you do, it is the most wonderful feeling.
INXS LYRICS

"God's Top Ten"
(feat. Suzie McNeil)

Romance is gone, he's drifting with the stars
The lyric in his pocket, little girl in his heart
When you hear his songs on the radio I don't need to tell you what you already know
He's in God's top ten where heaven never ends

You saw the world and the world saw you on the stage
Wild, wild, wild colonial boy
Roquefort le pont
Your gypsy heart is free, pictures on the wall of your family
He's on God's top ten where heaven never ends
He's on God's top ten

Baby's got mama's eyes, she was always beautiful
When you hear his voice, feel his arms around you
You remember momma smiling a daddy's little girl
Bad weather, cold media storm
He's on God's top ten where heaven never ends
He's on God's top ten

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
I've had enough, When my mom gets home on tuesday I'm going to get the hell out of the house and I'm going to find a way to get drunk, I've had enough of my sister and her shit. The evesdroping, lazy ass, moronic little brat is going to be the death of me, she seems to think she is the all powerful in this house, she needs to have her lazy ass kicked ten ways from sunday. I'm just going to smack her smart little mouth next time she says anything, I've had it.

The Soundtrack of my Life
Opening credit: Breaking Benjamin - diary of jane
Waking up: White Zomie - More Human Than Human
Average day: NIN- Everyday
First date: Blessed Union of Souls - I believe
Falling in love: Live- I alone
Fight scene: Disturbed - Down with the Sickness
Breaking up: NIN&David Bowie - Hurt
Getting back together: Madonna - Sorry
Life's okay: Collide - The lunatics have taken over the Asylum
Mental breakdown: Three days grace - Pain
Driving: New order - True Faith
Flashback: Amanda Abizad - A place in Time
Partying: David Bowie - Golden Years
Happy dance: David Bowie- Dance Magic
Regretting:David Bowie - Heart's filty lesson
Long night alone: Avril Lavigne - Nobody's home
Death scene: Stonesour - Through the Glass
End credits: Massive Attack - Teardrop

I see a clinic full of cynics
Who want to twist the peoples' wrist
They're watching every move we make
We're all included on the list

The lunatics have taken over the asylum
The lunatics have taken over the asylum

No nuclear the cowboy told us
And who am i to disagree
'Cos when the madman flips the switch
The nuclear will go for me

The lunatics have taken over the asylum
The lunatics have taken over the asylum

I've seen the faces of starvation
But i just can not see the points
'Cos there's so much food here today
That no one wants to take away

The lunatics have taken over the asylum
take away my right to choose
take away my point of view
take away my dignity,
Take these things away from me
The lunatics have taken over the asylum
take away my family,
Take away the right to speak
The lunatics have taken over the asylum
take away my point of view,
Take away my right to choose

OK, free reading day in my victorian lit class so I'm home now to read GE. On my way home I pass a cop car heading in the opposite direction, and not only was this cop not wearing a seatbelt, He was Talking on his CELL PHONE!! For the love of David Bowie's Sainted Area, What the hell! A cop, on a cell phone not in a seatbelt. Nice to know the rules apply to everyone.

Maybe I'll sleep tomorrow.

I screamed myself awake today, no more sleep after that.

Not even this could snap me out of it, though it helps...

For you my dear vulcan_Wolf anything. Follow the fake cut to Bowie and beyond...
Kimmie you may like the pics too.

( You starve and near exhaust me... )

( Jareth... )